I Don't Know
October 13, 2009
The thoughts,
sinking in,
becoming the only think I am.
Showing no mercy,
taking me down hard,
till I can't get up.
I try to escape everything,
but end up with more,
more to do,
more work that makes me have to stay.
I don't want to stay.
I want to do things that don't involve hurting me,
hurting the way I think,
affecting the way I act.
I'm slowly losing me,
I will soon be erased,
someone save me,
people save me.
I need a motivation to keep going,
to do things that seem never ending,
to become the things I'll never be.
My thoughts,
actions,
everything in a jumble,
I don't know how to function,
I don't know what is what,
I just can't take this,
I don't know.
October 13, 2009
The thoughts,
sinking in,
becoming the only think I am.
Showing no mercy,
taking me down hard,
till I can't get up.
I try to escape everything,
but end up with more,
more to do,
more work that makes me have to stay.
I don't want to stay.
I want to do things that don't involve hurting me,
hurting the way I think,
affecting the way I act.
I'm slowly losing me,
I will soon be erased,
someone save me,
people save me.
I need a motivation to keep going,
to do things that seem never ending,
to become the things I'll never be.
My thoughts,
actions,
everything in a jumble,
I don't know how to function,
I don't know what is what,
I just can't take this,
I don't know.
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