Nothing(August 21, 2009)

Nothing
August 21, 2009

The joy of salvation,
the fear of death,
the confusion of friend or foe,
to be hated or loved,
to seek anything but pain,
when all you find is pain.

To feel unwanted,
to feel the sadness so much you must explode,
to live a lie,
a lie you made,
the lie that you are.

You feel as if everything true,
happy,
helpful,
is made up,
never existed.

This is all it ever will be,
an actor covered in a mask,
a mask that will never show its owners identity,
everything is nothing,
nothing becomes everything,
and everything dies.