Drifting Away(November 20, 2009)

Drifting Away
November 20, 2009

If I let it be in control,
I'll be out for awhile,
awhile longer away from you,
I wouldn't be able to bear it.

I wouldn't realize my absence,
you would notice me not there.

Maybe you would try to wake me.
Try to save me.
Try to brake the silence that keeps us apart.
Try to stop me from leaving for too long.

I didn't want to leave.
It pulled me in till I was gone.
I couldn't see your face.
I couldn't hear your voice.

I was mislead,
it was only a dream.
It wasn't you.
It looked like you,
sounded like you,
but it wasn't.

I'm not in control
and I'm drifting away.