Why do you always act like this?(November 9, 2009)

Why do you always act like this?
November 9, 2009

Why do you always act like this?
You always end up in a mess.
You always act in a state unlike yourself.

What causes you to be like this?
You are always something form happy.
You are always said to be wrong.

Can't you see?
You need a friend.

You have friends.
You don't know what to say.
Words that you know can not be placed,
placed on your tongue properly to explain,
explain all that you are going through.

You have no way of projecting your thoughts.
You keep everything locked up.

Only few can make you explode and open up.
To make sense of the things you can't organize.
They are hard to find in dire need.

If only you knew how to help you,
you wouldn't be in this mess.
No, you wouldn't be in this mess.
You wouldn't be acting like this.

You need to think of something positive.
Then you'll act a little more sane.
A little less deranged in your mind,
the mind that causes you to act like this,
the mind that gets you to think stupidly.

You can't figure out what to say.
When you do you will feel better,
but for now I'm afraid you can't help you.